I'm having an existential crisis.

O.k... So maybe not really an existential crisis. I have school, right? 5th year in Ireland, Grade 11... I think everywhere else. 2 years till I can get the fuck out of here and have a proper existential crisis. I'm at a crossroads between a multitude of different things: Video making; Reading, as I love reading books. No, not the English city, gosh!; Homework; Essays; Study; Gaming; Exercise... Nope, couldn't keep a straight face! =P; A multitude of other stuff. Here is where my existential crisis pops in. I don't see the point in making videos as only like 5 people watch them, regardless of me having 12 subs. Yeah. Is it 12? -Shrug-. I never find the time to read or game, and when I do, I don't. I hate homework on principle, and it doesn't help that I have a 4 page essay on Emily Dickinson due on Wednesday- 2 1/2 pages written, and nothing left to write. I want to study so I get the grades in the Leaving Cert (A levels for any Brits, Majors [?] to any 'Muricans) 2 A*s and 4 As to get into that course. =(... (Leaving Certificate is out of 6 best subjects out of about 8 or 9). To top it off, I'm the second youngest in my year, with my friend at 14, and me at 15 (although I'm pretty sure he's lying and he's older than me). Sometimes I feel like shooting myself in the face because of the stupidity I have to endure in the shit-hole I go to that they call school, and it is even worse when I go home and flick on the news on The Young Turks or BBC, and face-palm at the stupidity of people on this planet. Someone give me a nuke. Now. Let me decimate the stupid idiots. Keep in mind I don't mean people who aren't book-smart, and get Ds in all their tests, I mean people who suck at life, put down others, don't understand SIMPLE FUCKING CONCEPTS in basic trivial subjects or events. Evolutionary Biology is a proven scientific fact. It is a BIOLOGICAL PROCESS. IT IS NOT BASED ON MORALITY. Let me quote Jaclyn Glenn on this : "Why don't we sit in a circle and talk about the morality of a tsunami?". My gods Ray Comfort (Cumfart) is such a scam artist. Don't get me wrong, I have an open mind, but when someone tries to use a fucking BANANA as proof for "God", it makes me want to kill myself... O. K. Rant over. I could type forever, but no. Sorry for the distinct lack of paragraphs, it wasn't supposed to be so long.

-Sigh-

- Diarmaid Brennan

Halbain

Fucking pissed off as hell